every finger in the room is pointing at me
I wanna spit in their faces
then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands drive another nail in
just what god needs one more victim

why do we crucify ourselves
every day I crucify myself
nothing I do is good enough for you
crucify myself everyday
and my heart is sick of being in chains

got a kick for a dog beggin' for love
I gotta have my suffering so that I can have my cross
I know a cat named Easter he says will you ever learn
you're just an empty cage girl if you kill the bird

I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
I've been looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands drive another nail in
got enough guilt to start my own religion

please be save me I cry